

right now, i could so do with a drink. its finally friday evening, the sun making his slow descent into the darkness that spills over and mingles with the cold, the evening afire with the glow of the many hundreds of neon lights that make the nightlife of downtown DC every bit as exciting as it is claimed to be.
a few days late but soo cute! a gem from the veritable treasure chest that Caferati is:
He’s fat and old that cupid.
Perfectly rhymes with stupid.
Why else would I be,
In love with so many,
Gorgeous wrong men?
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my roommate and her boyfriend just got home
on one note i found my happy anthem. yay!
i had once been in love, and happy. a couple of disastrous relationships and one spell of unrequited love down the road though, I became downright cynical. a perpetual pessimist who derived immense pleasure from being able to identify with tragic love stories and sad love songs. untill i met you, that is. you made me realize love, in all its forms - shared, requited and not - was an uplifting emotion. not one that made you feel tied down or lost or miserable. you taught me that when i love someone, its my love that matters, not what i get out of it. to find someone i can love is a gift that i should cherish. a blessing. a chance to make peace with myself. sad moments may outnumber the joyful ones. memories can be painful or cheerful. whats important is what i choose to count and indulge in. like how good it felt to run my fingers through your hair. or how adorable it is the way you talk to yourself. or how you think how annoyingly dumb i can be sometimes. yes that too! there's always happiness in this world.
all i know is when im with you you make me free