i want to break free

im typing away, copying, pasting, erasing, typing, editing, reloading, saving......sometimes what i want to see just pops up on the screen and im happy....more often than not i have to do so much more debugging to see what i would ideally like to (by now its probly fairly obvious that im an amateur programmer) and as i go through the motions my eyes blur, my shoulder blades ache from constantly hunching over the keyboard...(everybody says i have great posture, but my back still hurts like hell) and then i think, what do these tiny colored letters on the screen mean after all? i mean they're just miniscule digital entities, that convert to these stupid forms online that somebody wouldnt even half care to fill up for some blighted convention...and if im able to do what they want (what do i look like miracle woman?) what on earth does that mean to me? what the hell difference does it make in light of the bigger picture? i mean sure i’ll take the credit, swell a little with pride over my accomplishment, i'll probly even ask them if there're anymore miracles i need to perform. and i admit i'll be back here trying to perform another miracle just because in some twisted, lunatic way this sado-masochism challenges and stimulates me.

current song Have a Drink On Me by AC/DC